I can’t talk to my family or friends about this because I know they will tell me to leave. Is this cheating? I feel so hurt and betrayed. It hurts to know that for the first 8 months of our relationship he was talking to other men on Grindr, watching gay porn, and sexually video chatting to other gay men also. He has seen a therapist twice since this all happened, and he says he was confused about his sexuality, but know he knows he is a straight man and he wants to be with me, but how do I trust him. I could tell he was shocked that I found everything. I waited until he woke up the next morning and questioned him. My boyfriend had never shown any signs of being gay.

My heart was racing and I felt like I could have thrown up. I had never felt so anxious and sick in my life.

I tried logging into the accounts but they were all logged out, and I couldn’t figure out the password. I went through my boyfriends phone while he was sleeping and found gay porn in his search history, a kik account, a Grindr account and a Skype account. (It was the same gut feeling I had with my previous boyfriend, and i found out he was cheating on me)

About 2 months ago I had a gut feeling to go through my boyfriends phone.

Gay skype chat